I've said all I can say in regards to your questions, there isn't a reason to expand other than your own difficulties in understanding the meaning of my language. Perhaps a language barrier here?
I'll try to assist you the best I can.
"I figured as I didn't play what I did, did not really matter. But, I effected the fun of others & this is something that should come above my own idea of fun. In future, I will not be so short sighted and think before my eyes light up at what turn't out to be a terrible idea."
So, in essence, your request for me to expand on why I thought this was a 'great idea' makes no sense here. It was a case of careless action.
"Yes, ramming a heli into a tower that you know has about 6 cops inside is a clear rule break and it wasn't by accident. Therefore, this would be a justified ban."
" I was. I figured as I didn't play what I did, did not really matter. But, I effected the fun of others & this is something that should come above my own idea of fun."
Again, careless action.
The other bans are irrelevant here given that (from memory)
1. Was for RDMing a lag switcher & his friend
2. Was for telling someone to "KYS"
So, nothing of a similar nature as to what occurred here.
Thus the relevance (or lack there of) to this ban & the likely hood of a repeat given my ban history makes no sense.
I hope this helps you reach a conclusion & understand my perspective in that I have acknowledged what I have done, A word given in no repetition & prequel memes.